bleah.. worked today. well, had another haircut! :X omg. coz i think the previous one was too long and it sorta irritated me too much.. haha. ken bought his pair of boots today, its PAN again, PaN^gOnE-. hmm, its been quite some time since i updated. i've been so busy working ya.. hardly have time out yea.. but guess its no time to slack .. haha.. well well, tmrw's a break. having a soccer match with 5G. dont know their skills, no idea at all. but i hope we'll win tomorrow... who likes losing anyway ? and then the next upcoming programme should be Chalet.. woot. hehe. every single human in 2e4 will be anticipating this chalet man.. they never fail to be fun. hahah. anyways, teck's a dick. he's not coming this chalet, rather going his new group of friend's chalet. somehow i felt cheated. 4 years of friendship turned into hypocrisy. damn. they could'nt blame anyone, they haven't been treating teck well since sec 1.. i admit i didnt like his attitude, and i still dont like.. but i guess, we're closer.. its so unfair. we're good friends, and the moment the group of new friends come along, he went along. what is this ? teck, if u happen to come into this website (i gave u), please know that im not forcing u into coming, u make ur decision. but frankly speaking, this friendship.. its better than not having one. everything's so practical. Throwing aside all things, i guess we shan't let this incident be such a wet blanket to the chalet-nite. we'll still enjoy ourselves, and we still rules! HeHe gd nite everybody.

GeN-X

Its wednesday today, the weather's fine and same goes for everything as well. did some spring cleaning at home and realised i got lotsa junk in my room yet cleaned up, haha. still thinking whether i should play soccer later on, but looking at the injuries i incurred .. lol, think its time for a rest. alrite .. thats it .. nothing interesting to mention these few days .. just work work and more work. damn. :P

its been days since i last updated my blog.. haha ! .. i was having a very busy week yea.. been working which takes up most of my time and of course.. my soccer trainings yeah.. well, here i am finally .. u know ever since i started work on monday, i havent really had much time to spare for my own leisure life. it really sucks. and im considering quitting the job before i become more lifeless. everything's been so hectic.. facing so much music from my mum. for no particular reasons. *sigh* life is really like a vaccum cleaner, it sucks. but it has to go on.. so although here i am facing all the sh*t but well, i got my own sources for finding happy times of my life rite.. well, today's my "off-day". it was prescheduled that we gonna have a match going on today at marina bay, so our team woke up at 6.20am roughly to prepare for everything and stuff.. who knows when we went there, the field have to be booked in advance before we could use them.. this made us so frustrated. -.- i wasted my off-day like this. really feel so not worth it. anyways, we did some window shopping so on average everything went okay for me.. yea .. not great. btw, heard this song on perfect 10 whilst working. its a song i've like it all along. its old but its okay, rite? to all my friends who've been by my side all these while, this is for u. :D Savage Garden - Crash and Burn.mp3 ... enjOy! tata.





When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

And there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breath again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

the day headstarted with work. and everything went so unwell. i came home at around 8am because he had something to do, so im able to have soccer training today. but fuggingly, came home and got a scolding from my mother. we had an argument. i still don't know what the fug went wrong. so darn pissed. scolded for being lazy and now i dont know why the hell i got it. zzz. hopefully she'll stop her attitude problem.

GeN-X

fish/duck - ed up.

heyya pplz.. havent been updating lately becoz im rather busy with work ! Actually 2 days back went for an interview and then spent the nite at lian's house to watch soccer.. but end up sleeping.. haha.. watched like 2 matches only .. well and last nite i watched another match between england and denmark.. Slept at around 3am .. and woke up at 8 ! to report to work.. the day was hectic .. although work wasnt that hard but well.. its my first day and its gonna be tougher than anyone else.. so spent the day working all the way till 11pm.. reached home and ... update U. well.. i gtg slp soon .. becoz im starting work at 6am tmr morning and hopefully i can rush for training tmr ! all rite nite.. its darn summary. pardon me ^_^

midnite express update heh.. went to orchard with Jonathan today. i think i've been frequenting orchard these few days .. although its kinda cool place but i'll get bored of it if i go everyday .. haha.. been very tough looking for jobs to occupy my days.. no idea why the places are all taken up.. when O lvlers are not even out ! Anyway managed to get one at Sakae Sushi.. well.. tmrs the interview thing.. its not confirmed that i'll get it but i hope i will.. and thats the one and only hope man.. tmr morning will be soccer training yea.. so gonna prepare and stuffs.. and tmr is rush for interview liaoz.. been feeling very lousy lately.. no idea what triggered the feeling but it sucks. exams are over.. no muggings.. yet the feelings are coming.. sigh.. well.. whu cares.. i'll live life my way. Dínendal Helyanwë is my elf Name. cool rite.. ? lol !

GeN-X

every breath that i take, every beat of my heart, you know its all for you.

yo.. morning ! its 8.41am here and yes.. im awake ! .. i got to get ready for an interview for a job .. and yea .. soon my holidays will no longer be bored. it will be work work and work .. for a month only .. and then its really time to relax ! hehe..helped reagan up with his art yesterday .. well he's taking his paper later at 2pm. i wish him all the best ! and good luck too.. okay i got to run for now .. check back tonite ! great day ahead !!

GeN-X

zzz.. had a bad day.. i was like so offended by everyone at sight.. no idea why its like every needle is poking this way. i hate that. anyways, went to Bugis with alvin to buy a pathetic mouse *_* LOL. was quite interesting as i havent been to checking out prices of computers for some time already.. ya .. just feeling that the 2 months holidays are getting abit lengthy.. too much attitudes.. proabably im with one too.. its just that i wasnt confronted.. who knows rite..? :| i just dont like the feeling .. why cant i have freedom up till now ? i just want to be alone.. :I im so so so so bothered. by what, i dont know ?

frustrated.

its monday today !!.. haha .. well well.. today i spent half the day playing cs and GB.. life aint gonna rock like that. so i decided that after helping reagan a little with his art preparation stuffs, i would go to orchard for a little shopping. yes, alone. it was kinda interesting to go alone though.. so peaceful.. after that i met han wen (my poly fren) who was working in coffee bean in Wheelock Place.. haha i had a FREE resberry esprit ok.. but well .. it was short lived becoz i had to meet jonathan after that .. and it was kinda late too.. so i decided to go home .. i shall find one day to roam the streets again. love this lonely feeling .. haha. nitez peep .. so sad .. i had no idea how to do HTML .. probably starting later on .. hehe.

GeN-X
Weiming

cause when i look at my life, how the pieces fall into place.. it just wouldnt rhyme without you. :(

today's a very slackin day.. played a new game called Gun Bound and i was influenced by my brother one loh.. he was playing and i couldnt resist the temptation that i went to play it as well .. haah !anyway was a great game .. its like mathematics stuff .. haha.. aiming for the right angle and strength stuff.. after that went to lian sheng house to watch soccer.. it was an exciting match .. so it'll be time for us to perform tomorrow hehe.. okay man .. signing off here .. gotta slp early .. im just in time to update my blog !! gd nite !!

sorry sorry .. today's 8th man.. that means i forgotten to update yesterday .. haha.. anyways yesterday was quite an okay day.. was the first day of my holidays and im lovin' it. hahah sounds like macdonald's commercial .. hahaha. had my hair cut today .. was okay lor .. went to orchard wif my friends to gai-gai.. but dunno why .. i juz cant seem to buy anything with people around us .. especially friends .. haha.. wow look at the time now .. its 3.45am man.. i know its late .. i spent the whole of my day watching my brother playing that stupid gun bound thingy.. haha quite interesting loh .. but ... ok la.. im actually typing this blog with my eyes closed.. haha not kidding ok. hope tomorrow will a fine day .. hehe. ok im sleeping soon.. gd nite..

woohoo.. exam's over.. now's 2 more weeks to wait for the bad news to come .. haha.. anyways.. shant think so much about it .. gonna play hard .. like how hard i worked during the exam period days.. i feel sad. i've let my mummy down le.. and myself too.. i shouldnt be so playful.. having so much regrets but its like no point crying over spilt milk since everything's over. the only way i can ease those feelings are probably telling myself to do better next semester.. i will. oh ya.. i will be changing the interface soon !!.. probably tomorrow yah.. since today's the first day .. i shall "relac lah.." 2 months of holidays.. HAHA. its like .. i cant believe myself. now i can play every single day away.. anyways.. i gotta go man.. could be a game of soccer but the weather's not really apt though.. *who cares?* ok man. c u ppl. bye.

wah.. as usual .. paper's tough .. haha but it's ok .. i've decided to do well next time .. i regretted not studying. obvious. tmrw's my last paper .. then its partytime!! dont know whether to work or not .. although 2 month's a long period for holidays .. but i got lots to catch up on .. people i mean. anyways.. not thinking so far, still wanna focus on the last paper.. its kinda easy i can say but.. you'll never know.. and guess what ? i've got no idea where do i start my revision from.. hahaha. okay man, its time i start slogging if not i'll cry tmrw. hehe. i will do a make-over on you!

CHEERS.

GeN-X is feelin lazy.

its tea-time, heh.. gonna start on my revision real soon.. hope i'll do well tmrw yea.. all the way..

darn... made many careless mistakes on my paper today.. but u know what ? you're not to blame. just do well the nex time yea ? !! :D learnt to be optimistic .. hehe.. i just look forward to my other 2 papers.. and whats after that's the real thing.. our holidays !! yay.. finally.. but for now.. strict studies.. ok ? yup.. dont interrupt me .. i wanna do well.. for the other 2 .. i dont wanna disappoint my mummy. and myself.. :P .. i'll try my very best.. even if it takes everything.. so ppl .. hope you guys be more supportive k ? thats all im asking .. how i wish u guys would give me encouragement .. than excuses for de-stress.. its ok.. i've learnt. grown. yes. nite ppl.

GeN-X has grown up.

okay.. updates! well.. today studied PC. it was tough.. and i havent complete the revision yet.. gonna do it after my update!.. was feelin darn stressed out.. NOTHING went in.. after that i went chattin over wif Hazel.. and after making some wise decisions to take things easy as they are.. everything's seems better.. thanks twin. haha. tmrws the day.. know im not gonna do well for EM1.. i shall now forget about this.. and go for other papers.. thanks for visiting.. appreciate much :) suddenly i feel u are a good listener blog.. although no replies. HAHA. ok cya dudes.

GeN-X

*NO DRIVE...HOW?* really lor.. dun feel like studying.. no idea why.. mates dont understand me.. they dont encourage me to go on.. they want to play the study break away.. im feeling stressed. becoz ive been slacking.. not studying.. its really mad at this point of time to have no motivation at all.. still doubting.. if i should go on.. dammit. WAKE UP LAH. sigh.. okay .. awake.. gonna mug tonite.. tmr.. and finally face the battle ! regretted almost immediately.. nobody understands me.. why the hell? think i can shoot the wall myself.

screwin things up.

facked.