been a week since i last wrote an entry to my piece of paper.

probably i was too occupied with work and stuffs. no worries.

anyways, received NTU's letter of acceptance on friday, i got into Environmental Engineering for direct entry into the 2nd year. it was my 2nd choice. felt disappointed but i have already expected this would be it. but i'll give myself 2 years to think about the direction in life that im going to take.

still waiting for NUS' letter.

had a great night last night with the YEP bbq gathering with the peeps. we haven't seen alot of us for ages and its been fantastic just to sit down and have a chat about life, about the decisions that we have to make as we move forward in our life.

of course, we reminiscent about stuffs that happened along the way. and really, the YEP trip to Vietnam was one of most memorable event that i had in my polytechnic life.

we all have our own problems and it is really up to us to decide how we should handle things. i hope everyone would be mature in their life decisions and no regrets in what they make.

for myself, ive been in alot of problems too. You know what i mean. i can see myself avoiding, which is so bad. but i havent had the courage to face it. it's entirely my fault and i take the blame for it.

maybe i need some time to be alone and let me have a clear look at whats going on. dont worry because im taking things seriously. but all i need is time.
im sorry.
take care.

So many things happened these few days but they were all giving me mixed feelings and all. I just hope everything would turn out fine and nobody's hurt either way.

I just don't want to turn out being selfish. because i'm not. really. sigh.

If you understand what I mean, so be it. If you don't, please don't come asking. Because this is the kind of secret I would prefer to keep it to myself.

One day, you'll understand.

i will remember this day


=)

penny for your thoughts?

sadly, yes.

i just don't know whats going on. i need someone to guide me. would you?

牵着我的手一步一步地走..