Oops, missed updating on that festive season that's just passed, mErrY belated XmAs!. well, had fun.. but sort of lonely this year but it's alrighty. Had friends together celebrating at chee yan's house.. well .. fun .. yes. :D school's starting soon, and soon i'll be geared back into study mode- it's not gonna be fun, but that's life. who says life's gonna be fun.. :| thats all. heal my lonesome heart, its tormenting in there. GeN-X.

have anyone had this feeling before, when everything in this world seems so meaningless. when all your friends starts to abandon you, and your only wish for the start of the day is the end of the day..? thats probably it..

time realli flies, before you know.. 4 days have passed! perhaps its the fun times i had during chalet thats giving me that kind of feeling right now. well, it was really really fun. i thank everybody for making this gathering a success and i hope everyone had fun. this proved everything worthwhile.. all the troubles went through preparing this event. haha. had lotsa fun. people who went thru the 3 days and 2 nights probably felt the same way.. hehe. had my third time tasting a little alcohol *shhh* came home dead beaten, slept through the night and the next day's day. alright i pull myself back to normal life.. darn! 18th now.. its going to be days before school reopens, how i wish i had my 7 months back .. oops, dreaming again. thats for now..! :P

helo, its been days since i last came here. really missed it. had a great sleep this morning, at about 2am. was tossing around my bed trying to get mysefl to sleep but i could not do it. its not the long-anticipated chalet, its not the soccer match thats keeping my mind occupied. its life. i started to ponder, still thinking that, like what he said.. life is so meaningless. everything is so meaningless. u cant change facts, we know that whatever we do, our life still has to come to an end some day.. so decide. your fate is in your own hands, how u want it to be, let it be. for we may not live long, let the length of your life be worthwhile. and probably one day you'll learn to be a stronger person. here's to our life. :D

back ! .. well spent my day outside .. strolling around with my new bike. went to supermarkets to check out prices.. to fight for the best budget for our chalet .. haha .. anticipating for the day to come. everything will be fun. yes, felt better today. no one got in my way.. suddenly eric's got this passion for soccer. no idea whats got him changing.. probably "investments" he made with soccer.. LoL. anyway, went causeway point with him and the other guys to shop for soccer boots .. along the way we were cycling like mad dogs dashing across roads so darn fast i couldnt believe it. we had fun cycling, really. i like the breeze when im cycling, it feels so carefree. probably im dreaming. LoL. oright holidays now. think i should grab this opportunity to play hard and harder. because next semester i will aim for higher targets, and set for higher goals. let me discuss alittle about my results .. they were cool of course .. i found out that GPA is actually graded progress average, its sort of a rough gauge to my chances for university admission ? think so. i got 3.59 out of 4. thats quite a good score but not good enough for me to enter straight for 2nd year .. thats why .. i have to set for higher goals nex semester, i promise to work hard. and i shall keep my promise .. and do better. gd nite people.

sorry, havent been here lately. too stressed up over things.. damn things. got my results today, they were far more better than i've ever expected. i got 2 As 5 Bs i guess. yet i feel like a piece of unwanted and useless junk.every nail, every needle, they're coming my way.. it hurts being pierced. thats the way life is. just a warning to the people who've hurt me. im not hard up. u know what i mean.. u've just pushed me the edge, that one can ever expect. fancy being a friend indeed. of course, there's a light at the end of every tunnel. thanks to the people who've stood by me all these while.. all might seem like a hypocrisy, but its me that's hoping u're not one. i trust utmost. i didn't know where i was wrong ? perhaps not even. but u gave me that expression anyway. this will be in my heart forever, petty or whatever. one day, everything might just look like a fairy-tale. The next day, u realised u're in a nightmare. its falling deeper each day, my visions got so blurred. i couldnt differentiate friends and foes. they're just a line apart. sorrow is what i feel. anger is what comes out.


GeN-X