loving someone isnt all about possesion. i actually wanted to sleep through the night already. after such a long day. having soccer trainings today and tomorrow. i offed the TV outside and so are my room lights. tuned my radio to class 95. and i jumped onto my comfy bed. i was rolling here and there on my bed and i couldnt get to sleep. so i decided to come in and blog, afterall its been so long since i last came in. and i decided to talk about loving someone isnt all about possesion. yeah, and i still think so. so to whomever in my life that i've ever loved, although we might not be together for some reason or another. i still think that if you're happy then it's alright. i'll be happy too. :)
31.7.04
24.7.04
Kavana - Will You Wait For Me
I need to talk with you again,
Why did you go away?
All our time together still feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see A single day without you,
The things we take for granted,
We can sometimes lose
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
Do you remember how it was?
When we never seemed to care,
The days went by so quickly,
'Cause I thought you'd always be there...
And it's hard to let you go,
Though I know that I must try,
I feel like I've been cheated,
'Cause we never said goodbye...
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
'Cause I miss you so,
and I need to know...
Will you wait for me?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
And time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me...
what a nice song. what a song that explains all that i'm feeling. probably now. or even before. maybe what was inside my heart wasnt ever fully uncovered. its still there in a corner hiding and im doing everything to cover it up. i guess. but i'd never guessed it.
I need to talk with you again,
Why did you go away?
All our time together still feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see A single day without you,
The things we take for granted,
We can sometimes lose
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
Do you remember how it was?
When we never seemed to care,
The days went by so quickly,
'Cause I thought you'd always be there...
And it's hard to let you go,
Though I know that I must try,
I feel like I've been cheated,
'Cause we never said goodbye...
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
'Cause I miss you so,
and I need to know...
Will you wait for me?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
And time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me...
what a nice song. what a song that explains all that i'm feeling. probably now. or even before. maybe what was inside my heart wasnt ever fully uncovered. its still there in a corner hiding and im doing everything to cover it up. i guess. but i'd never guessed it.
22.7.04
met up with and went for a movie with jonathan and cy today. watched King Arhtur. well well, the show was quite ok. same old war scenes but the only difference is the story. yeah.. then went to check on my shoes and clothes that caught my attention.. hehe.. well i calculated i probably need something like a hundred to get both. im still thinking if i should get my shoe. who cares man. i dont wanna regret like before. so im quite sure im going to get them tmrw afternn.. heh. right now im rushing my report. a little tired though. going to bed soon man.. its 8am lesson tmrw. argh. had planned on doing some work at home but ended up going for movies. i just CANNOT prioritise.. sigh. alright.. gd nite blog. gtg sleep.
17.7.04
15.7.04
I can't play the songs
Looking at your picture laying on my bed
Wishing I was pulling close the real you instead
I don’t know what I said or did
But girl I’m missing you
And I like to hear my music
But there’s nothing I can listen to
Cos I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
Everyone reminds me of the things we used to do together
And I can’t go to places that I used to take you to
Cos everywhere the faces there they all look just like you
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs
Everywhere I’m drivin’ I go a different way
I can’t turn on my radio, afraid what they might play
My friends all drive me crazy cause you’re all they ask about
And why I live in silence but they just don’t understand
Without you, I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
No one can replace you cause once I tried
And even when I try to go with someone new
You are so deep in my head
I looked into her eyes but then I said your name instead
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs
There’s nothing left that I can do cause I'm so lost in love with you
No where to turn, no place to run
You know you are my only one
I can’t play the song you used to sing along with me
Cause’ everyone is always bringin’ back the memory
Until your heart is back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs (won’t you please come back to me)
wow, what a song right? it's nice man. yep. IM SICK. argh. yep fell sick down with a cough and im feeling terrible coughing thru the night. i need to get some rest already man. sigh sigh.
Looking at your picture laying on my bed
Wishing I was pulling close the real you instead
I don’t know what I said or did
But girl I’m missing you
And I like to hear my music
But there’s nothing I can listen to
Cos I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
Everyone reminds me of the things we used to do together
And I can’t go to places that I used to take you to
Cos everywhere the faces there they all look just like you
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs
Everywhere I’m drivin’ I go a different way
I can’t turn on my radio, afraid what they might play
My friends all drive me crazy cause you’re all they ask about
And why I live in silence but they just don’t understand
Without you, I can’t play the song I used to play because of you
The lonesome feeling starts before the intro halfway thru
No one can replace you cause once I tried
And even when I try to go with someone new
You are so deep in my head
I looked into her eyes but then I said your name instead
Until your heart comes back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs
There’s nothing left that I can do cause I'm so lost in love with you
No where to turn, no place to run
You know you are my only one
I can’t play the song you used to sing along with me
Cause’ everyone is always bringin’ back the memory
Until your heart is back where it belongs
I can’t play the songs (won’t you please come back to me)
wow, what a song right? it's nice man. yep. IM SICK. argh. yep fell sick down with a cough and im feeling terrible coughing thru the night. i need to get some rest already man. sigh sigh.
11.7.04
i'll be there to share your joy. i'll be there to cushion your pain. i'll be there when storms are near. i'll be there to assure you no fear. thanks for being part of my life. :)
i missed my friends that were once so close, so close. i flipped on my birthday card and i read those words. and i realised that i failed to do something. we failed to keep in contact. we failed to become best of friends like we once swore to. life is just so meaningless. it was as though our friendship is gone. i guess if there's another meeting up, it'll be another hi-bye situation i see everyday. why bother to have so many friends when you dont have friends that shares your ups and downs. to share your joy and take the pain.?
i missed my friends that were once so close, so close. i flipped on my birthday card and i read those words. and i realised that i failed to do something. we failed to keep in contact. we failed to become best of friends like we once swore to. life is just so meaningless. it was as though our friendship is gone. i guess if there's another meeting up, it'll be another hi-bye situation i see everyday. why bother to have so many friends when you dont have friends that shares your ups and downs. to share your joy and take the pain.?
10.7.04
it's been days.. or even weeks since i last updated. well, just some things going on in my life right now. school's just started for two weeks already. as usual, studying really sucks. working too. and im beginning to wonder what is life actually all about, eh? i think this semester's going to be a little tougher than what ive been thru all this while at school.yep. gotta really switch my mind back into studying mode. peeps are all fine at school and we're beginning to find one of our classmates a little too irritating.LOL. because he is. hahaha. lecturers are fine. they're great in fact. except for a couple of them. cant really catch their ascent of speech.
hmm, yesterday was her birthday. i wished her and she thanked me .. well, i so wanted to give her something for her birthday but i didnt have the courage to ask her out or something. i still think of her occasionally. but that didn't stop me from thinking that it's impossible. hah.. i guessed they went out to town with the others because i met HongCheng and Titus at school. oh well. i cant figure out what's on my mind right now. it was not confusing, im trying to make it so. im digressing once again. fine. i suck, right? haha.
hmm, yesterday was her birthday. i wished her and she thanked me .. well, i so wanted to give her something for her birthday but i didnt have the courage to ask her out or something. i still think of her occasionally. but that didn't stop me from thinking that it's impossible. hah.. i guessed they went out to town with the others because i met HongCheng and Titus at school. oh well. i cant figure out what's on my mind right now. it was not confusing, im trying to make it so. im digressing once again. fine. i suck, right? haha.