okay, i know it now. i have to start taking more responsibilities up my shoulders because my sister will not be able to handle them all alone. i will i must and i am going to do so. hehhhh.... guilty for the past few months that ive left. so many things happened at home. though they're trivial, the trivial many is going to have the impact of a crucial one. and i do mind as well. so.. that's it. more responsibilites.

i guess it's no more time to be nonsensical and senseless huh.. its now rational stuffs, got to be serious now. my bro's having his N lvls in a month's time and i cant do anything about it-- for now! I'll be back to control him. hehehh...

looking back the pages of my life, i guess ive really changed...

The day hasnt been at all great..

I fell sick eventually. Well I expected it all along and that I knew that this day would come, slowly but surely. Down with flu and a slight fever. The weather here kind of turned nasty for the past week. It was getting to 7 degrees on summer and that might be the cause of it. I just wanna get back to Singapore to meet my family and my friends. One wouldnt really know how much a family mean to him unless he experienced the absence of them... hehh..

Anyways, found some great songs and probably get it loaded :D

take care peeps.