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HEY! going to orchard soon, gotta meet my friends to Far East Plaza there to eat. . my mentor's treat ! YAY... hahaha.. so good rite.. ya lor he's really great man.. so friendly.. haha. hmmm my frens asked me to go clubbing later on tonite after the dinner. woahhh.. its my first time leh !! and im kinda excited about it.. haha.. hmm ... who knows whats gonna happen later on and whats happening in there .. i just hope i wont end up taking alcohol .. haha.. alright. i'll check back later on to tell u hows my day been, a night at the pub ! haha. my mum sure kill me 1.. if she sees this .. haha. and if she gets to know about it. but im juz gonna keep mum about it :X no one can say. hahaha .. oh ya . . look ! new template, new background.. hehe. so proud of myself, i actually know how to edit a template and replace a picture, although it look me like .. so long. haha thanks to ppl like trix and ah yang and of course myself for being so helpful and unlazy. HAHA. okay.. hope anyone that sees this will like it .. hehe. cya

partially done up with the layout ... hee.. i think it will be ready soon .. will continue with the stuffs anytime when i have the time, for now. SLEEEEEEEEEEEP. goooodnite.

weeeee!! my tests are finally over ! all those muggings are over for now .. heheheh .. its time to play and play harder .. and then finally to study AGAIN. but for now, PLAY. well well, went to the JAE thingy with eric today, he chose a business course for his first choice, which i think he's got quite a chance to get in. went back after tt, was like crapping with liang and trixie. i was talking about how magical was I to actually SHRINK. heheh. so every1 had our nicknames changed to shrinked, shranked, shrunked and shrenked. hahahah. was kinda lame. anywy, went soccer after that with liang, went there and played soccer .. (LIKE 1 MATCH ? ) 5 mins ? hahahah the weather really wasnt on our favour u c.. and everyone was just about to go home .. yeah. too bad la. ! well, i had 2 BIG scars on my arms, i was like scratched against the fence, causing 2 very long and looks painful scar on my arms. so suay ! den went to PS2 with liang at his place, he was playing one really "horrorifying" game which wasnt really that horrible. hahaha. then had dinner and finally home. things were okay today, tests were alright. i got a good feeling about this time's common tests. hope i'd do well !! shall blog another time. oh ya, feel like changing template, yes and im going to do it ! cyaaaaaaaa.

heyyaaa!!!! okay .. i've learnt to be more optimistic man.. ! okay .. tmr is lk common test for tis particular ppr i always thought its easy, but looks like it isnt that at all easy cos i had the whole day mugging and i have no idea wat is it actually about :x omg man. its so early in the morning man the ppr .. im lk real tired and dont really feel like studying man.. im forcing myself to go on man.. but i think its just a must. if i fail then i'll be real sad....... :( haha ! anyways.. same la. still studying lor. i only got 2 pprs this semester and if i ever fail one of them, i think i'd be the worst guy in sch liaoz.. hahaha... yeah, last tutorial liaoz... just hope i can last through this last tutorial, teachers been giving little hints here and there that the last 2s are the most impt ones and im lke, put in the least efforts on these .. .arrrhhhhhhhh!!!! hahahaha... okay .. back to study. i calculated i got like 6 hours to sleep at most. heheh. better extend it. if not brains not working then die liaoz ! cya.

i came across some very nice songs late .. its really soothing to the ears .. and i really like those songs man .. probably you can try downloading them and listen if you wish to.. twins - xia yi zhan tian hou and eagles - love will keep us alive. the first song by twins is actually in cantonese .. although i do not really know cantonese but with the help of lyrics i managed to understand a little about the song .. its very very nice yeah. touching as well.. alright.. todays the last day for my muggings .. i shall work doubly hard today and stop wasting precious time .. afterall, its last minute work ! :\

sigh. why must life be so complicated.. im put to do things i dont want to.. and i dont like it. im just over there for people exploit. why our lives are corrupted.. why everyone acts stealthily. why cant everything be open and free. i just hate myself for having too much power. things always come to the top first. and im not strong enough to protect. i feel useless. i am going to quit. i cant take this shit. sigh. today was alright until some real bad things happened .. arghz. sometimes i feel totally dumb and useless. forget it, you're not going to understand anyway.

yet another day have passed, i wonder how many tomorrow ones gonna have... :\ well, live your life worthily. today's just plain old revision for my paper in some hours' time. yeap.. today my thoughts were just set on work and more work. it didnt really spark me off to any other wild thoughts i always have. so afterall, work really keeps one occupied, but it really makes one DULL. jun yong says everytime im faced with stress i tend to shrink. yes. shrink. as in physically. i have no idea why he thinks this way but it seems a handful of my friends agrees to that ! :[ hmmmm... probably i have some really unique features that allows me to shrink in size when faced with stress. thats kinda cool dont you think so ? hehe. anyway, suddenly im really back into the mood to study, for after 4-5 months of resting. i wasnt really listening in class, i was day dreaming.. and i realised a change in me. i start to get very chatty. i used to be so quite you know, but no idea what sets me talking like non-stop whenever i see my friends. maybe i just want to get my point out. who knows man. well, is it good or bad, its still left to the floor to decide. suddenly today i chatted with some of my friends who just had their O lvls, well they were asking for my opinions to which courses to go and whatever. then my brother asked me this question. "why everyone calls you to ask?" hmm.. i have no idea man. but i would gladly assist them if they need help, or even if they don't need( thats nosey, already). anyway, its cool helping people out. i just get this sense of satisfaction whenever i see them learnt something. haha. :D well, paper's tomorrow. i've done most of my revisions of course if not i wont be over here chatting my way.. haha. things are still going quite fine with me. i realised that life should still be quite fufilling at this point of time of this part of my life. i've got friends and my studies are still going quite fine. things are still rock steady.. for now. who knows what will happen next that'll cause my rock steady to "rock". haha. alright, updates for now. till then, i'll see myself here soon. wednesday will be the end of all papers, that will be the end of stresses, but report deadline is coming up, better get my butts moving. good nite.