Hoobastank- The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

hi blog, im here. missed me ? haha. alright was being lame. "EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY, FINALLY, CURRENTLY OVER" says me. :P. yeah. they are over. i guess i'd be glad if i would have one A this time round. seriously. hehe. i couldnt expected for more because i didnt put in much effort. well, i guess resolutions werent fufilled but im always optimistic about life. it's not all about grades. it's not all about doing well in papers. its LOVE. yeah baby, whichever loves that comes from whoever is worth your life. at least when u die u know someone in this world cares for you. yep, a phrase which i heard from someone. alright. i'll be back for updates and more more more. im like too much to say but then again i dont know where to start because i dont wanna start with the exam papers. why not i start with what are the plannings ahead for my holidays. i mean after all the muggings i've went through, its time i give myself a break. its time i have a KIT KAT. i must go buy kit kat KUBES tmr. right after swimming at teck's place. cos it's really really really temptin. heh. off i go papers. here i come vacations. :DDDDDDDD nite ppl.

wha havent been on my veri own webby for like a week? things still look the same here, on this website i mean(OBVIOUS!) anyway, been kinda tired lately. havin late nights, NOT STUDYING, but watching soccer ! hahahah anyway, did try to study man. hmm by the way Arsenal just clinched the title on Sunday. bleahhh.. yeah alright just popped in to say hello to myself. got to go man. to study or sleep watever. see where my body goes. lol. bye

yo. today was slack. tmr is going to be slack 2. by the way, i'd really like to thank YingLi for the hitchhike. **Thank You!** was late for my paper, and as i was running from sch's bus stop to my building, which is so darn far, yingli was in the taxi and she immediately told me to get up the taxi and so i managed to get there not that late. im really thankful for that man. probably one of these days got to give her a treat or something as a way of thanking her.. hmm. exams Exams eXams exAms exaMs examS EXAMS!! coming......!! argh stress. our fren KIT is now at Thailand ! wow, he's there for some cycling competition, he's LEAVIN' ON A JET PLANE. thats what he messaged me on the afternoon when i was having my freakin test. without him around certainly got kinda decent .. haha as in no pervertic jokes and "lai le lai le" ..lol. anyway KIT, if you see ma entry for u when u're back, make sure you get me some of the stuffs from Thailand which I have already emphasized alot alot before you went.. haha. anyways, bon voyage to him. all the best. and WIN SOMETHING BACK. glory to sg. shant blog much, just here to express something out. so i'd better get on my way to revisions. dudes. bye for now. got to go study. sheeeeeeesh. byeee.`:DDD :DD :D

reports, project, tutorials. ARGH. none completed. thankfully all underway. :D

as promised, one of the meaningful song's lyrics i am posting. enjoy .. :)

Bread's diary.


I found her diary underneath a tree.

and started reading about me/

The words she's written took me by surpise,

you'd never read them in her eyes.

They said that she had found the love she waited for.

Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.

When she confronted with the writing there,

simply pretended not to care.

I passed it off as just in keeping with

her total disconcerting air

and though she tried to hide

the love that she denied,

wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.

And as I go through my life, I will give to her my wife,

all the sweet things that I can find.

I found her diary underneath a tree.

and started reading about me.

The words began stick and tears to flow.

Her meaning now was clear to see.

The love she'd waited for was someone else not me.

Wouldn't you know it, she wouldn't show it.

and as I go through my life, I will wish for her his wife

all the sweet things that she can find

all the sweet things they can find

we're weird beings. at a point of time when people completely ignores us, we call them cruel.

please.. dont allow me to fall back into u. please.. leave if you dont have the intention to. please.. dont come back when i least expect you. please.. let me go.. when im not ready to. everything seems to be as per normal since she left my life. yes, it was normal, it was like lifeless. recently, she took the initiative to talk to me on msn. i was shocked and happy at the same time. i know im being to sensitive on my part. but can i help it ? no. its not my fault. im born like that. sigh. how i wish i could tell you i want you to be part of my life. i know its impossible for us to be together, not ever. for some reasons, its impossible. whenever i think of her, i feel down. i dont know how to react. nite.

mixed feelins'

many times i wished i could tell you that i still love you and i still miss you so much, but i didnt. i wished i could tell you that you are still the only one who've opened my heart and how much it hurts to let you go, but i didnt. im starting to realise that you are already gone away from me to go on to do greater things than love. you have already gone on to search for your happiness elsewhere and how i wish i could tell you that im still there waiting for you. everyday. every single day. hoping we'll be together again. i'll be there for you.

Bread-Dairy.