you know what ? i miss the people that were used to be around me always. hah.. i dont know why i feel closer over there. i feel close with friends. first day of school was as usual.. kind of the same as before. we had lecturers from all over southeast asia ! there was an Indo, Philipino, Burmese. and in days to come i'll see a French teacher, also an Indian from India. Sounds interesting, right? well, havent really adjusted from my relaxed holidays to steer and gear them back to study mode. it's still quite slack over there. but i hope this semester round, i'll be able to keep my promises that we both agreed on. well, friends !! :D take care. signing off.

england lost ! dramatic game there.

Ronan:
Four o'clock in the morning
My mind's filled with a thousand thoughts of you
And how you left without a warning
But looking back I'm sure you tried to talk it through

LeAnn:
Now I see it clearly
We're together but living separate lives

Ronan:
So wanna tell you I'm sorry
Baby I can't find the words
But if I could, then you know I would, yeah

Chorus
No I won't let you go, know what we can be
I won't watch my life, crashing down on me
Guess I had it all, right there before my eyes
Girl, I'm sorry now, you were the last thing on my mind

LeAnn:
You carried me like a river
How far we've come still surprises me

Ronan:
And now I look in the mirror
Staring back is the man
I used to be

With you
How I long for you

Ronan:
Girl I'm sorry I was wrong
Could have been there
Should have been so strong
So I'm sorry, wooh

ow, havent been here for a long time. this particular scene looks so strange, familiar yet unfamiliar to me. hee. anyways, got myself a job la. so i couldnt really make it to blog everyday. yep. tired everyday. but i have been slacking my holidays thru already. so it's time for me to do some serious shit now. bzzz. buzzing off soon. so busy. hardly ever online except for nights-midnights. yeah. am gonna sleep soon, work! tomorrow. i already planned to spend my last week exercising and shopping for new stuffs man. my holidays are considered -slacked away-. gd nite

everytime. we're gettin speechless each time we see each other. hahaha..

sometimes in Life, decision making seems to be tough. But then again, if it's a decision worth making, one would probably go all out to make that decision. Time should well be dedicated to better and more worthy things in Life. Life goes on no matter what. it doesn't end as whenever you like it, because it's not you who gave you life. we grow as time goes by, we fall, we stand up again, we learnt something at the end of the day. "Happiness will befall on those who deserve it" why? i mean. true? well, no comment. One can't deceive himself when things around him change. he can't live in self-denial. he's got to stand up and face it. Life is full of ironies, sometimes what you sow may not be what you reap. what you give may not be returned. that's the cruel and hard fact of Life. you have no choice but to accept the challenge. just because you're already reading this.

hmm.. had a long chat with Joyce yesterday. all of a sudden i feel very weird. it's like i've got the once heart sinking experience again. because it reminded me of the past. she was talking to me about my relationship with her(not Joyce). yep.. and everything sort of flashed back. oh my god. then the whole day i've been thinking and thinking.. i still couldnt let go. then i felt like crying. seriously very down.. :( because whenever memories flashed back.. i could almost picture myself in it at that time.. it's been close to 2 years already. and i still cant let go which i thought i did. time really flies man. i wonder how's she already. i havent chatted with her for a long time and i miss her alot. but i know my presence will only hinder her from doing her greater things in life. so i wont be hoping for anything.. i wish her well. how i wish i was back to before, and that everything hasnt changed abit, and that i still get to see her as often as i liked. but it seems that its not gonna happen. well, move on. :|

wooow. i've been back from chalet for like four days. and all i can say for this is that this chalet rocks. hehe. well, we had quite alot of fun over there and stuffs.. yea and today i got back my results, yea my exam results. well, i fared quite ok, 2A+s and 3B+s hmm.. im quite satisfied with the result although i feel i can do better than this.. well well. shall try harder next semester then. it's getting very bored rotting at home these days. with nothing to do. and going out seems pointless to me. ha. well, think im gonna get myself a job man. one that can last. if not it's going to be darn boring rotting my days away. eek. pointless. ok that's it for now. i'll be back. :D