woh, its been a long time since i last blogged. well, recent days have been busy.. real busy. but i still found time to slack though. anyway, been briefed about overseas attachment one week ago. and ive decided i'll probably be heading to Newcastle on April. im actually quite confused. im not really sure what am i going to do over there and stuffs. hope i can get a clearer picture before i submitted my form. putting that aside, I got the tickets for the Tiger Cup final ! woh..... yeah. 1/55000. haha got to thank my friend WC though. not my effort to queue again and again to get so many tickets. lol. been really busy since school reopened. i'm like chasing datelines day after day. screwed up a couple of quiz already man. i think i will not do well this semester, lets hope this perception doesnt stay. haha.. alright.. thats all for my updates. check back. bye

Ryan Cabrera - True

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
that you belong with me
you might think I dont look
but deep inside the corner of my mind
Im attached to you

I'm weak it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so I will not hide
It's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you met me ?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so I will not hide it's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true
so I will not hide It's time to try
anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true...

January 1, 2005. hey that sounds familiar. Happy New Year. yeah, another year has passed. lots of things happened this year. be it good, or bad, sad or joyful. things just happen, for a reason maybe. for me, things are just on-going. there's no bad or good year. because so many things happened to me and around me, its just too difficult or impossible to weigh how good or bad this year has been. but on top priority this year, i would like to emphasize on the tidal waves that killed so many people in Asia. deepest condolences to them. for everyone's information, the death toll has reached 150,000. remember the other time i did mentioned about this matter, it was standing at a 55,000 high. 3-folds now. terribly tragical. im considering donating part of my pocket money but im still deciding how much am i going to give. and also, i would like to urge everyone to give, be it any amount, because a little goes a long way... didn't really celebrated New Year this year. simply because i wasnt in the mood to do so. of course i was quite tired as well. the morning too greeted me with it raining. everything sort of tuned down, because of the weather. well, guess its time for me to start on my about to due assignments. argh. for 2005, id just like to wish that people living in this world be safe, my family be happy and in success in whatever they do, i too wish friends around me all the best, i wouldnt slack in studies like i did in 2004, Singapore winning the Tiger Cup, Manchester United clinching the title (LOL) and lastly, i would lead life happily. because i noticed i would graduate next year and things are not going to slow down like you want them to, i would like to cherish what i have for now, and in all other things, let's just leave them to decide as time goes by. very soon, the guys will be in the army, the girls working, the people busying leading their own life. well, happiness to all! Lastly, let's hope Asia would tide over tides and waves, crisis and tragedy. Peace.

Sometimes, Somethings just sets me thinking.

I've been wondering. Have everyone just moved on? Is everything still not gone? Or am I the only one still here? Or did I just moved on ? Well, I've no absolute idea. I'm starting to look things at different perspectives now. I don't know what's going on. But well, life is that simple. Still, we only live once. Life is really short. You got to take it all upon yourself. Take good care man.

home alonetoday.

Hey, I dont know about you guys. But this matter has certainly bothered me to some extent already. It's really scary to come online every other time on the same day to see death toll shooting up like rockets. It's the 2 days ago news that Sumatra's got an earthquake and then created Tsunamis that killed, till now 55,000 people already. Terribly shocking huh? 2 days ago I heard 11,000 people dead. Yesterday was 20,000 and today it shot up to 55,000. Its really scary to hear that countries around us are so badly shook. But well, we Singaporeans should be considered lucky because it hasn't happened to us before. yeah. My condolences to them. But it's great to see people raising funds all around Singapore to help them. I can't do anything I guess, I'd be glad for some donation.. Let's all hope this matter would be over and done with soon. Hope that there wouldnt be widespread disease after this tragic incident. It's really inevitable though.

People, rest in peace. :)

oh well, I realised ive been blogging for A year + a half.

Heya. back here again. well, you must be wondering why it took me so long before i did another entry up. well, as you can see, the previous entry was like an article-long one. I was giving other people to finish reading 'em! haha well, so much excuses for my laziness. Okay, to speak the truth, I was a little busy recent days, with a little more laziness on my mind, and a little more effort on playing my games = less blog entries. crap. sorry. my friends all say i feel more crappy ever since i came back from Vietnam. i dont know? haha.
Okay, here's a little update on school. Has been bad. i dont understand what the lecturers are teaching. and there's this particular module. oh the lecturer practically isnt that great. i dont know i dont like him. lol.
Had chalets, BBQs, and buffet outings throughout the month. mostly on gatherings with my sec and pri sch mates. well, life is spinning real fast right now. time is like running out. some of my friends are already in NS. wow. couldnt believe how time flies past. Anyways, had buffet at Sakae today. was great, in some sense. and alright, didnt really force the food into my mouth. i had my limits hehe. seriously, I received the CD compilation of pictures and VCD of the YEP trip. cool. Zhiming did a great job. All of a sudden, it came to a point where I felt I still miss the people there. although not that much. I was starting to realise, if our bonds, friends and relationships that we've made there, could just fade over time.
I dont know how long Ive been blogging actually. because it seems like its been a long time that Ive kept my blog alive but i guess no one really knows my add cos I'd rather keep it to people that Im rather close to. well, those that arent close probably wouldnt even bother entering the site. heh. Aiya, in a nutshell, Life really sucks this year. Let's move on anticipating for a better 2005 will ya ya ya ya and ya ? Vrooom. Merry christmas eve people. I'd just hope to celebrate this christmas with me myself and I. hehe.. eve, I'll leave it to you guys man !