9.11.05

Not Ready For Goodbye

Sitting here staring at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
Im trying to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all
Cause its breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I dont see me anymore
Oh, and you’re all Im living for

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause I’m not ready for goodbye

Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me Im crazy,
I got it all wrong
I dont know what Im gonna do
I dont know how to live without you
You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world
Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause Im not ready for goodbye

Every breath that I take,
every beat of my heart
You know its all for you
I wanna hold you,
I wanna love you
Forever and always

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause Im not ready for ..Goodbye


hehh.. my all time favourite, im not ready for goodbye.
Hmmm.. you might wonder. Why am I up at such a time? Well, its because I had medicine in the afternoon at slept all the way till 9pm. I'm like rushing to do my tutorials now to catch some sleep later on.

And hey! I had nothing better to do and I clicked into my own Archive of Nov'04.. and guess what I found out? ...

It's been a year since coming back from Vietnam. Time flies, really. I've actually been to so many places in this one year, 2005, which of course, is coming to an end really soon.

So many things happened this year, be it bad or good, sweet or bitter. at the end of the day, you put it all behind and and tread a step further to the present.

Learnt many things this year and I guess we've all matured in one way or another and soon enough, every of us will have their own responsibilities to carry. In short, what a fruitful year.

I'm thankful for the attention and the care that's been showered on me, for so many other reasons.

but time can harm and heal all wounds..

renewing the faith

in life you'll have many friends and relatives.. they all are like the stars shining brightly and you are the sky. they keep you twinkling brightly throughout your whole lives. it's just too unfair and selfish to say that without your girl or boyfriends, your life will be finished. instead, look on the bright side. at times you will twinkle alone..but.. without one star, there are still many other stars shining brightly for you. so whenever u think its the end, i will be there to add that glow for you.. and always know that someone in this world loves you. :D

- to life, and my uncle.

8.11.05

know something?

my blog is officially 2 years and 2 weeks old. omg.

i didnt know i kept it for so long.. hehheh..

cheers for the determination.

7.11.05

1 Corinthians 13:4-8New King James Version

4 Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;

5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;

6 does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;

7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never fails.

A simple lesson on the profound term, "love" ! hmm.. how true how true... :D

absence does make the heart grow fonder.

6.11.05

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly
And the dreams that you dreamed of
Dreams really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top is where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow
bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?
Well I see trees of green and
Red roses too,
I'll watch then bloom for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Well I see skies of blue and I see clouds of white
And the brightness of day
I like the dark and I think to myself
What a wonderful world
The colors of the rainbow so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people passing by
I see friends shaking hands
Saying, "How do you do?"
They're really saying, I...I love you
I hear babies cry and I watch them grow,
They'll learn much more than
We'll know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Someday I'll wish upon a star,
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top is where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dreams that you dare to, oh why, oh why can't I?



Hmm.. what a beautiful place to be in. Well, I'm sure such place does exist. It's somewhere, somewhere I've yet been to. Great song.. it's actually a medley between Somewhere Over The Rainbow and Louis Armstrong's What A Wonderful World . Lovely.

If only trouble melts like lemon drops..
alrighty. ive got my mind made up. everything's settled and im glad..

still, im feeling foolish.

who says im not hurting inside. i am. its my cough. maybe.

remember, im not steering away from the path that was set ever since i stepped into the main road.

good night. it's gonna be a better day tomorrow. :)

4.11.05

bad hair day today. woke up feeling all sad and grey. im just having a bad, bad day.

probably because of the sickness, the things that are revolving around me now, friends, future or even school work.

I guess its inevitable. I just cant take everything to stride. we all meet with obstacles every now and then. it's how we look at it and handle it that reflects on our moods. so i guess i havent been handling things well?

Everyone's feeling the vibes of how the final semester is going to be like. we're all riding the emotional waves. what a wrong time to be in.

you know, its bad when you keep a blog and when u feel u wanna say something, u'd prefer keeping it to yourself. i need someone to share my stuffs with me so badly, yet all i do is be cautious. someone tell me how.

but ultimately, i need to keep my very own secret to myself. im such a bad person.

strive, man, strive.