Hmm.. Im wondering if im doing the right thing.

it seems that i'd prefer not to face the truth.

i know that it's not right, but i guess it isnt wrong either.

im in a dilemma.

but i think i shouldnt care about all this at such a time.

i should concentrate on what's more important to me.

i want to but i cannot.

it shouldn't exist.

it's meaningless. the entry.

like i said, you would prefer to keep it to yourself.

It might be you

Time, Ive been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone
Waiting home for me
Somethings telling me it might be you
Its telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face
Somethings telling me it might be you
Its telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and theres so much love to make
I think were gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And its telling me it might be you
All of my life
Ive been saving love songs and lullabies
And theres so much more
No ones ever heard before
Somethings telling me it might be you
Yeah, its telling me it must be you and
Im feeling itll just be you
All of my life
Its you, its you Ive been waiting for all of my life
Maybe its you
Maybe its you
Ive been waiting for all of my life.

if you give too much attention to one thing, you stand to lose out on alot of things that are happening around you.





don't let that happen to me.

Not Ready For Goodbye

Sitting here staring at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
Im trying to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all
Cause its breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I dont see me anymore
Oh, and you’re all Im living for

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause I’m not ready for goodbye

Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me Im crazy,
I got it all wrong
I dont know what Im gonna do
I dont know how to live without you
You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world
Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause Im not ready for goodbye

Every breath that I take,
every beat of my heart
You know its all for you
I wanna hold you,
I wanna love you
Forever and always

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause Im not ready for ..Goodbye


hehh.. my all time favourite, im not ready for goodbye.

Hmmm.. you might wonder. Why am I up at such a time? Well, its because I had medicine in the afternoon at slept all the way till 9pm. I'm like rushing to do my tutorials now to catch some sleep later on.

And hey! I had nothing better to do and I clicked into my own Archive of Nov'04.. and guess what I found out? ...

It's been a year since coming back from Vietnam. Time flies, really. I've actually been to so many places in this one year, 2005, which of course, is coming to an end really soon.

So many things happened this year, be it bad or good, sweet or bitter. at the end of the day, you put it all behind and and tread a step further to the present.

Learnt many things this year and I guess we've all matured in one way or another and soon enough, every of us will have their own responsibilities to carry. In short, what a fruitful year.

I'm thankful for the attention and the care that's been showered on me, for so many other reasons.

but time can harm and heal all wounds..

renewing the faith

in life you'll have many friends and relatives.. they all are like the stars shining brightly and you are the sky. they keep you twinkling brightly throughout your whole lives. it's just too unfair and selfish to say that without your girl or boyfriends, your life will be finished. instead, look on the bright side. at times you will twinkle alone..but.. without one star, there are still many other stars shining brightly for you. so whenever u think its the end, i will be there to add that glow for you.. and always know that someone in this world loves you. :D

- to life, and my uncle.

know something?

my blog is officially 2 years and 2 weeks old. omg.

i didnt know i kept it for so long.. hehheh..

cheers for the determination.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8New King James Version

4 Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;

5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil;

6 does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth;

7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

8 Love never fails.

A simple lesson on the profound term, "love" ! hmm.. how true how true... :D

absence does make the heart grow fonder.