the ideal christmas' eve - in this life, again. ever so ironic.

okay, this struck me today while i was on the train. the lovely miniature pine tree decorated with orange, blue and yellow lightings. underneath it, prezzies from everyone in all sorts of wrappings.

you see mistletoes hanging from above and couples kissing to a great tradition in what a wonderful day like this.

On this day, we'll all do a sing-along to the carols. felicia, fiona, sheryl, willie, wilson.. "the 12 days of christmas."

hey, does it ring a bell? yeah. it's the time of the year again. i missed the days we used to have.

for everything that you have ever stood for, there's this line to be drawn. we've got to decide.

i just want to be happy this christmas. =D

i haven't been blogging for a month already.. well, i blog only when i feel something in my life is so different from any other days. the month has been boring. we're all getting engrossed with work. im so tired already. but its great. at least i havent been touching the books for the past 6 days ever since study break started. its high time to start today. i guess there's still so much more to look forward in life.

anyways, had our first very class outing of 3a07. hahah.. yeah. ive been an 08er for 2 years and all of a sudden im going out with a different group of people. we all still had our fair share of fun. vivien's place rawkz. and im loving Halo 2. although it rained when we just got the fire started for the bbq, we managed to get all the cooked food done (at vivien's place). i guess she's one helluva mentor. she's such a great one at that. im loving poly life. i guess im going to miss all my mates when we all finally do graduate in a matter of months.

well, to life. =P

can't deny the term's been hectic. well, final year, final semester. it all seems so hard to get through. need to unwind. :)

Hmm.. Im wondering if im doing the right thing.

it seems that i'd prefer not to face the truth.

i know that it's not right, but i guess it isnt wrong either.

im in a dilemma.

but i think i shouldnt care about all this at such a time.

i should concentrate on what's more important to me.

i want to but i cannot.

it shouldn't exist.

it's meaningless. the entry.

like i said, you would prefer to keep it to yourself.

It might be you

Time, Ive been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone
Waiting home for me
Somethings telling me it might be you
Its telling me it might be you
All of my life
Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face
Somethings telling me it might be you
Its telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and theres so much love to make
I think were gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And its telling me it might be you
All of my life
Ive been saving love songs and lullabies
And theres so much more
No ones ever heard before
Somethings telling me it might be you
Yeah, its telling me it must be you and
Im feeling itll just be you
All of my life
Its you, its you Ive been waiting for all of my life
Maybe its you
Maybe its you
Ive been waiting for all of my life.

if you give too much attention to one thing, you stand to lose out on alot of things that are happening around you.





don't let that happen to me.

Not Ready For Goodbye

Sitting here staring at the wall
Another lonely tear falls
Im trying to write you this song
But I can hardly see the page at all
Cause its breaking my heart
When I look in your eyes
And I dont see me anymore
Oh, and you’re all Im living for

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause I’m not ready for goodbye

Baby, please pick up the phone
Tell me Im crazy,
I got it all wrong
I dont know what Im gonna do
I dont know how to live without you
You are the first song
My heart ever heard
And baby, I-I believed every word
You are my heart, my soul, my world
Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause Im not ready for goodbye

Every breath that I take,
every beat of my heart
You know its all for you
I wanna hold you,
I wanna love you
Forever and always

Baby, tell me that you still believe
That you still love me
The way I love you
If you take your love away from me
You know I would die
Cause Im not ready for ..Goodbye


hehh.. my all time favourite, im not ready for goodbye.