you don't miss your water till the well runs dry.
yeah. people tend to take what they have for granted, never in their thoughts that everything might one day be gone for good.
anyone ever pondered?
it struck me today as i was looking back at things while having an MSN conversation with my friend last night. well, it's high time to turn things around.
march seems like an "emo" month for my friends around me. hah, it's been so long since i got myself in such a whirlpool. but for all of you guys, i'd love to lend a listening ear if you need one.
:)
april's approaching. this would mean that it's been a year since i've left for the UK. but everything felt like it wasn't that long. i loved the independance of living alone where i've to take care of every little details. and for all i know, i can see myself growing in terms of how i look at life.
one thing i'm so sure. it's that i'm 20 this year.
我老了。 哈哈。
26.3.06
25.3.06
gotten my results yesterday. i was pleased with it, judging for the kind of effort i have been putting in. anyways, my past few posts were complaining about how tough the final semester was so hard to get through. well, it's all over now.
for now, time seems to fly. i seriously missed the days i spent in poly, where we could crap our way throughout lectures. i feel so old. im no longer a poly student. still in a dilemma if i should further my studies or not. blur.
the coming milestone would be into the army thats for sure. but really, i would like to hope to go overseas this holiday. its going to serve as a treat for myself before im tied to commitments in the country. duh.
well, i think i was caught in such a bad position yesterday. i didnt know how to react. i think you know what im talking about. heh.
for now, time seems to fly. i seriously missed the days i spent in poly, where we could crap our way throughout lectures. i feel so old. im no longer a poly student. still in a dilemma if i should further my studies or not. blur.
the coming milestone would be into the army thats for sure. but really, i would like to hope to go overseas this holiday. its going to serve as a treat for myself before im tied to commitments in the country. duh.
well, i think i was caught in such a bad position yesterday. i didnt know how to react. i think you know what im talking about. heh.
22.3.06
can i be who i was?
i turned 20 early this year. it's the first step to adulthood. this is the age where i get responsibilities that i haven't gotten before. i don't know what's going on but i'm feeling it.
anyway, life hasn't been all smooth sailing for quite long already. i've always wanted to change the way i lead my life, or rather, life leads me. but. yeah, i don't know.
why am i so lethargic. i need a fresh new burst of energy that will bring me further. i don't know where is it going to come from. i missed the days.
im looking 5 years back and now, i was 15 and now 20. so many things happened. i count my blessings though.
friendships don't count for nothing? i wanna end all squabbles and bickerings. i wanna end all backstabs and bullshittings;but i can't control whats coming in.
我累了。
i just want to be the me i used to be.
i turned 20 early this year. it's the first step to adulthood. this is the age where i get responsibilities that i haven't gotten before. i don't know what's going on but i'm feeling it.
anyway, life hasn't been all smooth sailing for quite long already. i've always wanted to change the way i lead my life, or rather, life leads me. but. yeah, i don't know.
why am i so lethargic. i need a fresh new burst of energy that will bring me further. i don't know where is it going to come from. i missed the days.
im looking 5 years back and now, i was 15 and now 20. so many things happened. i count my blessings though.
friendships don't count for nothing? i wanna end all squabbles and bickerings. i wanna end all backstabs and bullshittings;but i can't control whats coming in.
我累了。
i just want to be the me i used to be.
11.1.06
i left my blog in history, but ive now brought it to the present.
happy belated new year people.
as you can see, im pretty busy and stressed up this semester that i hardly have time to even sleep for eight hours.
im counting down to my doom's day.
the 2006 is not going to be anywhere near happy for the month of January.. im expecting February to be worse off.
but well, March's got to be the best.
im sorry im leaving for now. im not neglecting. im just leaving for a reason. be back soon.
take care all peepz
happy belated new year people.
as you can see, im pretty busy and stressed up this semester that i hardly have time to even sleep for eight hours.
im counting down to my doom's day.
the 2006 is not going to be anywhere near happy for the month of January.. im expecting February to be worse off.
but well, March's got to be the best.
im sorry im leaving for now. im not neglecting. im just leaving for a reason. be back soon.
take care all peepz
28.12.05
周杰伦 - 枫
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清
在山腰间飘逸的红雨 随着北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃
想 唤醒被遗弃的爱情 雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠夺天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓飘落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清
在山腰间飘逸的红雨 随着北风凋零 我轻轻摇曳风铃
想 唤醒被遗弃的爱情 雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰
23.12.05
the ideal christmas' eve - in this life, again. ever so ironic.
okay, this struck me today while i was on the train. the lovely miniature pine tree decorated with orange, blue and yellow lightings. underneath it, prezzies from everyone in all sorts of wrappings.
you see mistletoes hanging from above and couples kissing to a great tradition in what a wonderful day like this.
On this day, we'll all do a sing-along to the carols. felicia, fiona, sheryl, willie, wilson.. "the 12 days of christmas."
hey, does it ring a bell? yeah. it's the time of the year again. i missed the days we used to have.
for everything that you have ever stood for, there's this line to be drawn. we've got to decide.
i just want to be happy this christmas. =D
okay, this struck me today while i was on the train. the lovely miniature pine tree decorated with orange, blue and yellow lightings. underneath it, prezzies from everyone in all sorts of wrappings.
you see mistletoes hanging from above and couples kissing to a great tradition in what a wonderful day like this.
On this day, we'll all do a sing-along to the carols. felicia, fiona, sheryl, willie, wilson.. "the 12 days of christmas."
hey, does it ring a bell? yeah. it's the time of the year again. i missed the days we used to have.
for everything that you have ever stood for, there's this line to be drawn. we've got to decide.
i just want to be happy this christmas. =D
22.12.05
i haven't been blogging for a month already.. well, i blog only when i feel something in my life is so different from any other days. the month has been boring. we're all getting engrossed with work. im so tired already. but its great. at least i havent been touching the books for the past 6 days ever since study break started. its high time to start today. i guess there's still so much more to look forward in life.
anyways, had our first very class outing of 3a07. hahah.. yeah. ive been an 08er for 2 years and all of a sudden im going out with a different group of people. we all still had our fair share of fun. vivien's place rawkz. and im loving Halo 2. although it rained when we just got the fire started for the bbq, we managed to get all the cooked food done (at vivien's place). i guess she's one helluva mentor. she's such a great one at that. im loving poly life. i guess im going to miss all my mates when we all finally do graduate in a matter of months.
well, to life. =P
anyways, had our first very class outing of 3a07. hahah.. yeah. ive been an 08er for 2 years and all of a sudden im going out with a different group of people. we all still had our fair share of fun. vivien's place rawkz. and im loving Halo 2. although it rained when we just got the fire started for the bbq, we managed to get all the cooked food done (at vivien's place). i guess she's one helluva mentor. she's such a great one at that. im loving poly life. i guess im going to miss all my mates when we all finally do graduate in a matter of months.
well, to life. =P