Cheeh..
one whole month of no-show. now im back.
this month's gotta be a turning point. i've decided to quit my job in 17 days' time and this certainly calls for a celebration!
so to reward myself, 5days trip to taiwan - taipei!
yep. departure
24052006
0810
changi airport
we're backpacking!.. cool. havent done that since i came back from my attachment. im expecting something great. peeps, if you need me to get anything, drop me a msg, yeah.
anyways, been in alot of thoughts lately and things haven't been all in tip-top condition. somehow i feel we're all ageing. not that.
the past 3 days were spent on gatherings.
i met up with the 1E4s. yeah, my secondary school class. we were all chatting about who's who and who's with who. and all of the funny teachers we had. reminiscent.
it's really amazing to still have friends that we knew since tender 13, sitting down together to catch up with our lives. gotta cherish.
so yesterday, i met up with kin wai, deb and shuxiang. everyone's changed and moved on. well, almost. it was great. and i totally had no clue that it was their friendship day for the 5th year running. it was their day.
we had different "cliques" during our secondary school days. no wonder i felt like a misfit when they chatted about another secondary school life, in the same school.
but it was fruitful, because all i had in mind was to meet up with them. just to catch up with them and see how things are going on in their life. it seems that they're all fine!
to think i only had like 2 hours of sleep before it's time i reported to work. and the rest of the day felt terrible because my eyes were as lethargic.
good night.
3.5.06
9.4.06
been a week since i last wrote an entry to my piece of paper.
probably i was too occupied with work and stuffs. no worries.
anyways, received NTU's letter of acceptance on friday, i got into Environmental Engineering for direct entry into the 2nd year. it was my 2nd choice. felt disappointed but i have already expected this would be it. but i'll give myself 2 years to think about the direction in life that im going to take.
still waiting for NUS' letter.
had a great night last night with the YEP bbq gathering with the peeps. we haven't seen alot of us for ages and its been fantastic just to sit down and have a chat about life, about the decisions that we have to make as we move forward in our life.
of course, we reminiscent about stuffs that happened along the way. and really, the YEP trip to Vietnam was one of most memorable event that i had in my polytechnic life.
we all have our own problems and it is really up to us to decide how we should handle things. i hope everyone would be mature in their life decisions and no regrets in what they make.
for myself, ive been in alot of problems too. You know what i mean. i can see myself avoiding, which is so bad. but i havent had the courage to face it. it's entirely my fault and i take the blame for it.
maybe i need some time to be alone and let me have a clear look at whats going on. dont worry because im taking things seriously. but all i need is time.
im sorry.
take care.
probably i was too occupied with work and stuffs. no worries.
anyways, received NTU's letter of acceptance on friday, i got into Environmental Engineering for direct entry into the 2nd year. it was my 2nd choice. felt disappointed but i have already expected this would be it. but i'll give myself 2 years to think about the direction in life that im going to take.
still waiting for NUS' letter.
had a great night last night with the YEP bbq gathering with the peeps. we haven't seen alot of us for ages and its been fantastic just to sit down and have a chat about life, about the decisions that we have to make as we move forward in our life.
of course, we reminiscent about stuffs that happened along the way. and really, the YEP trip to Vietnam was one of most memorable event that i had in my polytechnic life.
we all have our own problems and it is really up to us to decide how we should handle things. i hope everyone would be mature in their life decisions and no regrets in what they make.
for myself, ive been in alot of problems too. You know what i mean. i can see myself avoiding, which is so bad. but i havent had the courage to face it. it's entirely my fault and i take the blame for it.
maybe i need some time to be alone and let me have a clear look at whats going on. dont worry because im taking things seriously. but all i need is time.
im sorry.
take care.
2.4.06
So many things happened these few days but they were all giving me mixed feelings and all. I just hope everything would turn out fine and nobody's hurt either way.
I just don't want to turn out being selfish. because i'm not. really. sigh.
If you understand what I mean, so be it. If you don't, please don't come asking. Because this is the kind of secret I would prefer to keep it to myself.
One day, you'll understand.
I just don't want to turn out being selfish. because i'm not. really. sigh.
If you understand what I mean, so be it. If you don't, please don't come asking. Because this is the kind of secret I would prefer to keep it to myself.
One day, you'll understand.
1.4.06
29.3.06
一转眼，三年又过了。
yes, 3 years that is.
tonight, i just want to spend this time to really sit down, take a look back at life, think and reflect on the things i've done.
i know this is what people do at the start or end of every other year. but seriously, the year's just started for me only. for i've been busy that i missed out on 2006 for so long.
on life..
i havent really appreciated things well. i guess. i know that ive been really numb about certain things that i choose not to think about. its really bad.
but fortunately, ive met a group of friends who are particularly supportive of me.
and of course my family, who's been there all these while. i've so many things ive yet to pluck up the courage to say.
my polytechnic life has been really fantastic, especially people from 1A08, 2A08 and of course the whole LT to be vague. you've been through a part of my life. i missed the days having fun in school and stuffs. going to kbox, catching movies in the lousy Clementi movie theatre, having sushi buffets, copying assignments, pakat in tests and most of them all enjoying every moment. grateful.
every single one in my class deserves a great pat at the back on their shoulders for being such a great friend to me.
life has been hectic, or rather, i chose it to be that way. it kept me occupied that i hardly had time with other aspects of life. its time to make up for loss time. i was troubled, i guess.
on love...
hah, been through all that so long ago. it didnt play a part in these 3 years or so i thought. but i guess its all decieving. ive been meaning to tell you this but u know im in a dilemma and i shouldnt do so. im just crazy.
of course i miss you too, but its over and its time for me to be firm to say that its over and move on with things. im glad we're good friends and things will certainly stay the way it is. take care.
well, no one in my life for now. maybe i do miss that kind of feeling after such a long absence but it doesn't come at the snap of the finger.
on myself...
another milestone in life. we proceed. upwards and forward. we graduate every few years and we meet different people who become best of friends for the next 50 years. and for all we know, we're all growing up. my friend once told me.. after i hit 20, i'll grow old very fast. and for that, i totally agree. told you guys before, im feeling the responsibility now.
life is all about constant reflection. yes it is.
yes, 3 years that is.
tonight, i just want to spend this time to really sit down, take a look back at life, think and reflect on the things i've done.
i know this is what people do at the start or end of every other year. but seriously, the year's just started for me only. for i've been busy that i missed out on 2006 for so long.
on life..
i havent really appreciated things well. i guess. i know that ive been really numb about certain things that i choose not to think about. its really bad.
but fortunately, ive met a group of friends who are particularly supportive of me.
and of course my family, who's been there all these while. i've so many things ive yet to pluck up the courage to say.
my polytechnic life has been really fantastic, especially people from 1A08, 2A08 and of course the whole LT to be vague. you've been through a part of my life. i missed the days having fun in school and stuffs. going to kbox, catching movies in the lousy Clementi movie theatre, having sushi buffets, copying assignments, pakat in tests and most of them all enjoying every moment. grateful.
every single one in my class deserves a great pat at the back on their shoulders for being such a great friend to me.
life has been hectic, or rather, i chose it to be that way. it kept me occupied that i hardly had time with other aspects of life. its time to make up for loss time. i was troubled, i guess.
on love...
hah, been through all that so long ago. it didnt play a part in these 3 years or so i thought. but i guess its all decieving. ive been meaning to tell you this but u know im in a dilemma and i shouldnt do so. im just crazy.
of course i miss you too, but its over and its time for me to be firm to say that its over and move on with things. im glad we're good friends and things will certainly stay the way it is. take care.
well, no one in my life for now. maybe i do miss that kind of feeling after such a long absence but it doesn't come at the snap of the finger.
on myself...
another milestone in life. we proceed. upwards and forward. we graduate every few years and we meet different people who become best of friends for the next 50 years. and for all we know, we're all growing up. my friend once told me.. after i hit 20, i'll grow old very fast. and for that, i totally agree. told you guys before, im feeling the responsibility now.
life is all about constant reflection. yes it is.
26.3.06
you don't miss your water till the well runs dry.
yeah. people tend to take what they have for granted, never in their thoughts that everything might one day be gone for good.
anyone ever pondered?
it struck me today as i was looking back at things while having an MSN conversation with my friend last night. well, it's high time to turn things around.
march seems like an "emo" month for my friends around me. hah, it's been so long since i got myself in such a whirlpool. but for all of you guys, i'd love to lend a listening ear if you need one.
:)
april's approaching. this would mean that it's been a year since i've left for the UK. but everything felt like it wasn't that long. i loved the independance of living alone where i've to take care of every little details. and for all i know, i can see myself growing in terms of how i look at life.
one thing i'm so sure. it's that i'm 20 this year.
我老了。 哈哈。
yeah. people tend to take what they have for granted, never in their thoughts that everything might one day be gone for good.
anyone ever pondered?
it struck me today as i was looking back at things while having an MSN conversation with my friend last night. well, it's high time to turn things around.
march seems like an "emo" month for my friends around me. hah, it's been so long since i got myself in such a whirlpool. but for all of you guys, i'd love to lend a listening ear if you need one.
:)
april's approaching. this would mean that it's been a year since i've left for the UK. but everything felt like it wasn't that long. i loved the independance of living alone where i've to take care of every little details. and for all i know, i can see myself growing in terms of how i look at life.
one thing i'm so sure. it's that i'm 20 this year.
我老了。 哈哈。