an epiphany about life.
it's not easy to tread.
i need to make decisions already.
happy mother's day.
14.5.06
8.5.06
3.5.06
Cheeh..
one whole month of no-show. now im back.
this month's gotta be a turning point. i've decided to quit my job in 17 days' time and this certainly calls for a celebration!
so to reward myself, 5days trip to taiwan - taipei!
yep. departure
24052006
0810
changi airport
we're backpacking!.. cool. havent done that since i came back from my attachment. im expecting something great. peeps, if you need me to get anything, drop me a msg, yeah.
anyways, been in alot of thoughts lately and things haven't been all in tip-top condition. somehow i feel we're all ageing. not that.
the past 3 days were spent on gatherings.
i met up with the 1E4s. yeah, my secondary school class. we were all chatting about who's who and who's with who. and all of the funny teachers we had. reminiscent.
it's really amazing to still have friends that we knew since tender 13, sitting down together to catch up with our lives. gotta cherish.
so yesterday, i met up with kin wai, deb and shuxiang. everyone's changed and moved on. well, almost. it was great. and i totally had no clue that it was their friendship day for the 5th year running. it was their day.
we had different "cliques" during our secondary school days. no wonder i felt like a misfit when they chatted about another secondary school life, in the same school.
but it was fruitful, because all i had in mind was to meet up with them. just to catch up with them and see how things are going on in their life. it seems that they're all fine!
to think i only had like 2 hours of sleep before it's time i reported to work. and the rest of the day felt terrible because my eyes were as lethargic.
good night.
one whole month of no-show. now im back.
this month's gotta be a turning point. i've decided to quit my job in 17 days' time and this certainly calls for a celebration!
so to reward myself, 5days trip to taiwan - taipei!
yep. departure
24052006
0810
changi airport
we're backpacking!.. cool. havent done that since i came back from my attachment. im expecting something great. peeps, if you need me to get anything, drop me a msg, yeah.
anyways, been in alot of thoughts lately and things haven't been all in tip-top condition. somehow i feel we're all ageing. not that.
the past 3 days were spent on gatherings.
i met up with the 1E4s. yeah, my secondary school class. we were all chatting about who's who and who's with who. and all of the funny teachers we had. reminiscent.
it's really amazing to still have friends that we knew since tender 13, sitting down together to catch up with our lives. gotta cherish.
so yesterday, i met up with kin wai, deb and shuxiang. everyone's changed and moved on. well, almost. it was great. and i totally had no clue that it was their friendship day for the 5th year running. it was their day.
we had different "cliques" during our secondary school days. no wonder i felt like a misfit when they chatted about another secondary school life, in the same school.
but it was fruitful, because all i had in mind was to meet up with them. just to catch up with them and see how things are going on in their life. it seems that they're all fine!
to think i only had like 2 hours of sleep before it's time i reported to work. and the rest of the day felt terrible because my eyes were as lethargic.
good night.
9.4.06
been a week since i last wrote an entry to my piece of paper.
probably i was too occupied with work and stuffs. no worries.
anyways, received NTU's letter of acceptance on friday, i got into Environmental Engineering for direct entry into the 2nd year. it was my 2nd choice. felt disappointed but i have already expected this would be it. but i'll give myself 2 years to think about the direction in life that im going to take.
still waiting for NUS' letter.
had a great night last night with the YEP bbq gathering with the peeps. we haven't seen alot of us for ages and its been fantastic just to sit down and have a chat about life, about the decisions that we have to make as we move forward in our life.
of course, we reminiscent about stuffs that happened along the way. and really, the YEP trip to Vietnam was one of most memorable event that i had in my polytechnic life.
we all have our own problems and it is really up to us to decide how we should handle things. i hope everyone would be mature in their life decisions and no regrets in what they make.
for myself, ive been in alot of problems too. You know what i mean. i can see myself avoiding, which is so bad. but i havent had the courage to face it. it's entirely my fault and i take the blame for it.
maybe i need some time to be alone and let me have a clear look at whats going on. dont worry because im taking things seriously. but all i need is time.
im sorry.
take care.
probably i was too occupied with work and stuffs. no worries.
anyways, received NTU's letter of acceptance on friday, i got into Environmental Engineering for direct entry into the 2nd year. it was my 2nd choice. felt disappointed but i have already expected this would be it. but i'll give myself 2 years to think about the direction in life that im going to take.
still waiting for NUS' letter.
had a great night last night with the YEP bbq gathering with the peeps. we haven't seen alot of us for ages and its been fantastic just to sit down and have a chat about life, about the decisions that we have to make as we move forward in our life.
of course, we reminiscent about stuffs that happened along the way. and really, the YEP trip to Vietnam was one of most memorable event that i had in my polytechnic life.
we all have our own problems and it is really up to us to decide how we should handle things. i hope everyone would be mature in their life decisions and no regrets in what they make.
for myself, ive been in alot of problems too. You know what i mean. i can see myself avoiding, which is so bad. but i havent had the courage to face it. it's entirely my fault and i take the blame for it.
maybe i need some time to be alone and let me have a clear look at whats going on. dont worry because im taking things seriously. but all i need is time.
im sorry.
take care.
2.4.06
So many things happened these few days but they were all giving me mixed feelings and all. I just hope everything would turn out fine and nobody's hurt either way.
I just don't want to turn out being selfish. because i'm not. really. sigh.
If you understand what I mean, so be it. If you don't, please don't come asking. Because this is the kind of secret I would prefer to keep it to myself.
One day, you'll understand.
I just don't want to turn out being selfish. because i'm not. really. sigh.
If you understand what I mean, so be it. If you don't, please don't come asking. Because this is the kind of secret I would prefer to keep it to myself.
One day, you'll understand.