28.4.05

the life, pondering.

童话歌手:光良 专辑:童话

忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错了什么
你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空
星星都亮了
我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
你哭着对我说童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使
张开双手变成翅膀守护
你你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
一起写我们的结局

22.4.05

the days here...

let's imagine, this guy doesn't know a thing about cooking and now he's left to live all alone outside. heh.. i've been trying real hard to learn how to cook and i guess i've made some progresses along the way. apart from that, things have been going well so far except for this bad cough that i've caught. it's been stretched for like a week already, hope i really get rid of this sickness soon.

life over here is certainly lonesome. because of that time difference, i could hardly find some friends to chat with. reminiscing becomes inevitable when you're leading that kind of life. went around the friendsters, blogs and stuffs of my friend's and i started feeling so distant from my pals, be it physical or mental.

well, had this amusing thought a split second ago. i could look back to the life i was leading 3 years back, now and 3 years from now. reckon it to be a great difference from time to time. whatever it is, there is nothing we can do to stop the change. so what do we do? we'll just take steps of life as it is. life is just like a rollercoaster ride isn't it ? we get the highs and the lows.. moments of happiness and times of sadness. all these i've been through in the 19 years of my life and some times things are like that - too hard a fact to swallow; we'd do it, eventually.
good things doesn't come everyday, and they might just be gone when you realised you got to cherish them. too late. too bad. well, do tell the ones you love that you love them. yeah? :)

the usual khakis that you used to hang out with before, they aren't by your side now. they've gone on with their lives as time progresses. everybody moves on. seriously.

the simple life isn't that simple anymore.

the forty two minutes update..
take care lads

20.4.05

alas, im here !

well well, 13th day here! as you can see, things are going really slow over here.. I've got my internet just yesterday that's why I'm updating only today.
hmmm, let's recall. the snow greeted us the first day we reached Newcastle.. just a mild one though, not to the extent that it was white all over though. we carried all our luggages to the hostel and ..wow! i guess all of us couldnt stand it and all of us were shivering because we didnt predicted the weather to be like that. we all knew it was spring over here and that day was just exceptional, unusual, weird to the fact that there was Snow. i was hurting on the tip of my nose and my ears - they were sensitive man. that was for the arrival part.
The weather got really wet and cold over here and even as we spoke, there were like vapours coming out of our mouths. fell sick few days back, had a really bad cough. its really depressing to come to a country like this, because wherever you go, you're definitely one of the shortest around. darn!
im starting to miss chinese food. and soccer and even the weather in singapore. but i'll try to love this country more. afterall, im going to be here for 5 months. better learn to cook more stuffs cos ive been repeating what ive been eating(pastas and more pastas)! guys send me more recipes pls i need more variety haha.. anyways, im missing people in singapore too. my friends and my family especially! well, time will soon pass and i'll be back soon man ! cya, friends. take care everyone!

5.4.05

its been awhile, guys! well, im leaving on a jet plane, again... ! but this time it's gonna be for a long, long time. 6 months.. yeah.. i'm sure im gonna miss everything over here. all the happenings i'm gonna miss.. and the street soccer games they gonna play.. and the life of weiming in Singapore .. yep.. went walking about alone today to get my toiletries and provisions.. and i realised living alone is not gonna be an easy thing to do. and the magical switch! it takes alot of courage to get into a different environment altogether. it tedious because the thought of it makes my heart sink and its not a nice feeling at all. i will be missing everyone. everyone's asking if im excited to get there but, im more concerned of how am i gonna feel if i leave all my friends and family members in Singapore. im heading there alone ! mind ya.. i have to learn cooking and stuffs. i will come back stronger physically and mentally. and i m really really thankful for all the people i know.. for all the care they've shown these days. u wont be forgotten man... alright.. i'll probably leave my ending entry for tomorrow yah..

i cant express how im feeling now.. but let me tell you.. im wishing if i didnt make that decision. it's okay !

3.4.05

well, exam's finally over !! actually im feeling a little sad. cos im guessing that im not gonna do well this semester.. :( its all just guessing though.. im half conscious right now and im feeling prb a little normal .. yet a little lost in space feel. im quite sad by the fact that im actually leaving overseas for my attachment yea. but well, its just gonna be 5 straight months and i'll be back. i'm gonna make sure that everytghings gotta be alright cos it takes quite alot of money to get there.. okay. ill ba back soon byereee !!

22.2.05

Birthday Entry...

its been days since i last added an entry to my blog. well, today is the day when i finally turned 19. yeah.. its really fast aint it.. ? 1 year flew past without me noticing.. yeah. and this year, its really special. because i planned not to celebrate it. partially, its because of the piles of projects that im having and on the other hand, its really up to personal reasons yeah. im truely sorry to the peeps that have celebrated my birthday with me before. but hope you guys understand!
anyway, putting all aside, i believe its time i paid tribute to my uncle. its one year already huh.. everythings fine for me. im 19 this year! i hope i'll be up to another level in terms of maturity. and i guess i will. im turning independant already. next year im 20, and its really a "wow" age for me isnt it? But.. growing up is just a journey in life..! everyone has to go through someday. its just that ive been here faster than some.. yeah ? and that what's important is the maturity. i will. i have. yes, i am.

wishes...

well, time for wishes! of course, firstly i would like to wish that every family member and friends of mine be happy and healthy.. and leading a fulfilling life! secondly, i wish that the people that i hold dearly all my life be happy in whatever they do and too letting them know that im all out to support whatever their decision is and hope they'll do the same to me too. :D
for myself, i'll just hope everything gets well this semester, and i hope that life in uk will be easy to adapt. afterall, im gonna spend half of my 19th year over there.. heh..

im really glad to receive messages from friends wishing me a happy birthday. im sure i'll be really happy today.. :)

alright, for the not so fun part now. im heading to rehearse on my presentation now! so, i'll sign off for now.. ! bye peeps.

14.2.05

what a day! .. didnt have much sleep last night and as a result, today i went to school feeling lethargic all over man. but then again i managed to complete this long day.. haha..

we ALL know its valentine's day today..

made a trip to causeway point to get my binding stuffs just now and.. wow.. almost everybody is with a partner ahaha.. and i think i was left stranded in the mall. lol.. but well, this year is just gonna be another year and this day is just gonna be another day for me. i've got projects to do, and i've got a test coming up tomorrow and i guess it's really just the right day to keep me so occupied la. im afraid i might just get affected by this occasion, haha.. :D

to all the couples out there.. Happy Valentine's Day!.. and well, not forgetting my single friends out there.. hmm.. Happy Valentine's Day to u guys as well :)

Okay, im really tired! i need to rest argh.

And well, this ive got my blog's song changed. dedicated to this special person la. well, that's the least i could do for such a day like this.. i really hope u dont mind.. yeah.. :)