i can't believe time flew on me. i mean, it's been 2 months since i last updated afterall. so many things happened, just too many. i've recoursed, 8 weeks into it, and now, im flying off to Brunei in.. god, 5 hrs time. i'm so going to do my best. but sometimes, luck comes into place. sometimes, determination of your team comes into place. ultimately, alot of factors come into place. But nevertheless, everyone is hoping to do so well in Brunei. I really hope i would, really.

i need to hit the ground running.


and i'm leaving on a jet plane. i know when i'll be back again. ha. take care peeps. bon voyage to me.

some things in life, we cannot predict, we cannot prevent. it applies to the subject itself. mak's mum just passed away awhile ago. im feeling terrible. reminiscing the time we used to spend the night over at mak's place, playing our console, rushing for projects. my teenage life made much more meaningful with her presence.

the sky's crying for her.


she's such a wonderful friend, parent, companion and mother.


you rest in peace. i know you will.


i will miss you. i will. i will...

i thought shit was over. it wasn't.


i might just wash my hands off this matter. i just might.


digress.


2nd July, going back to course. see you guys at the parade sq in december.

digress.


life's so screwed.







my mind's in 2 worlds. pardon me.

it's not whether you're up to it. it's more like how badly you want it.

whereever you are, Happy Daddy's Day.

i see myself somewhere.

that is very good.

sometimes we think too much. muahah

ive realised the need to fight for what i want.